Just bitching

Where do I begin?  I’m paying my bills late because I don’t have enough money to pay all the bills on time.  I’ve taken 401k withdrawals to stave off some of the credit card companies, these withdrawals are going to kill me come tax time.

I get some damn mad at myself that I become this person who I hate and my wife and  kids don’t like either!  They really shouldn’t be the whipping sticks, they deserve better and that is why I am going to do everything possible to get a damn full time job that pays a decent amount and that won’t disrupt the family life too much.

I know what people may be saying right now as they read this, disrupting the family isn’t going to make things hard on the kids, they will survive.  I agree, I not going to debate that fact.   The kids will survive and be fine.  It’s me that doesn’t want the disruption to their lives.

When the hell is the economy and the job market going to turn around!?!?